| I made it. |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|04:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- stupid freshmen | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DBSK - Christmas Gift - Angels We Have Heard on High | ] |
I made it into regionals. Second violins. Exactly as the professor said I would. God, she is amazingly omniscient sometimes.
And...now...I...have a lot of violin to practice.
So, I lost one of the feet on my Kun shoulder rest, and it cost $9.00 for me to get one.
I'm supposed to be working on the literary magazine, except I have to reinstall InDesign and I haven't done that yet. Because it involves keygens and stuff like that, which I simply cannot be bothered to unzip at the moment.
APUSH terms due tomorrow. Already on Chapter 32.
And, uh, Freshman M and UkeBoy0071 are having relationship problems. I kind of want to mediate, if only to stop UkeBoy from going to Coronation with a little fat whore/bitch/slut. But I also know that Freshman M wouldn't appreciate it.
Augh. |
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| HOMG REGIONALS |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|03:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- new violin case? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DBSK ft. Super Junior - Show Me Your Love | ] |
Okay, so, uh, Regionals = BLAH.
Major blah.
It wasn't very good, my audition...but it wasn't very bad, either. It was sort of a middle-of-the-road type thing. Although I probably didn't make it and my teacher will be very pissed, I did learn a good lesson out of this. Two lessons, actually:
1) In light of any audition, always bring music to your lesson at least two and a half months prior to the try-out.
2) Even band nerds can have emo hair.
Admittedly, the second lesson learned was a lot easier to learn.
I over-practiced and couldn't perform as well as I should have...I woke up at 5:20am this morning, practiced for half an hour, went to school, rode the bus for an hour, practiced from 7:30-ish until 10:50. It was crazy, crazy, CRAZY. And my fingers nearly fell off because it was so cooooooooold. |
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| Boredom. |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|12:46 pm] |
I...am bored. Super bored.
And somehow over the last week and a half or so, I have come to owe myself a debt of $2.00. Which, I don't know where to get. >.>
This morning, there was no full orchestra. But I came here at 6:45 anyway, on purpose. To sit in the hallway and wait, because I was too bored to stay at home and I didn't want to sleep for another hour and it would have been too complicated to call my carpool and tell them that I was going to actually need a ride that morning and could they please wait for me and things like that.
So I decided to go and sit in Unit 5, where I always seem to end up.
And I saw UkeBoy0071, who is the cutest thing ever ever ever ever ever ever ever times ten. He was all tired, and was rubbing his eyes sleepily, and then I waved at him and he waved back.
He makes me smile.
Today, I have to ride the bus home, which is the bane of my existence. Not really, because I get to see UkeBoy0071, but I forgot my headphones and I only have my mp3 player, which means I can't even listen to it, which sucks. Because bus music, as we all know, really sucks. And the people riding the bus, with the exception of UkeBoy, sucks.
I managed to sell an abundant amount of candy in orchestra today, which is amazing, because normally I don't sell much at all. My Latin sales have been taken away. Orchestra is not even close to replacing it.
Which brings us back to the topic of my $2.00 debt. I hope I don't forget to pay myself.
Stupid Jenny and her stupid art project. She abandoned me. And that Crispy thing, too. Stupid Crispy.
APUSH grade = downward plummet. Augh. APUSH is becoming the bane of my existence.
Did I mention that I have a math test tomorrow? Over such useless, trivial things like "trig substitution, trig strategies, integration by parts, improper integrals, partial fraction decomposition, la di da di da." My brain is like *poof*. And I am still very, very bored.
Regionals are Saturday...hopefully I'll still be alive by then. |
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| So cold~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|09:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- even my hair is cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Full House Drama - The Opening Theme | ] |
*whines*
My hands are so freezing cold I can't do anything.
Well, I can, but it's sssssssssssllllllllllooooooooooooowwwwwww motion.
Augh. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|05:42 pm] |
I met an angel once,
Who asked me
If he could maybe
Hold my hand?
And I said okay,
So he took it.
We walked along
The sidewalk, together,
In the park
Beside my house.
It wasn’t cold,
But it wasn’t hot.
The grass was vivid-green
And a leaf fell in his hair,
Which made him laugh,
Which made me smile.
He held my hand
Tighter.
I lost track of time that day,
And he must have been
A miracle destined
To fall from heaven.
But he’s gone now,
And not coming back.
Ever.
And as the wind blows all around me, I stand there, underneath the shade of a tall oak tree, whose leaves drift slowly to the ground. I am waiting for an angel to come and take my hand. |
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| Today |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|06:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- not my day | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Takashi Sorimachi - Poison | ] |
Today was not a very good day.
I met a woman who believed in miracles.
And I broke all the rules of quitting.
I took a personality test that described the way I am perfectly.
And I cried a little.
But not necessarily in that order. |
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| Sarang Hae Yo |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|07:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- I love you, too | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Position - I Love You - As Sung By ChangMin | ] |
The song "I Love You" by Position is my current favorite. Because of ChangMin, and the fact that JaeJoong loves him, too.
I have figured it out. I am completely head-over-heels obsessed with Kim JaeJoong. Not that this is new. Just that I really really really really really really really really like him. |
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| Major Brain Leakage and the Resolution That Was |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|03:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- pacing about? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SS501 - Snow Prince | ] |
Sometimes I think that life would be a lot easier if I didn't love you so much. Or is it the other way around?
I thought about making a resolution. Except that if I did resolve to do what I want to do, then I'd probably never do it. I'm taking it as it comes. And kind of working towards it? Well, I am moving forward, but for every step I take, I take a half step back, so it's slow going at this point. *sighs*
Regionals. It's frustrating. Am caught between loving it, but not enough, and parental pressure in a hypocritical fashion. If I can make it...then I'll think about continuing. Maybe. But.
*shrugs*
I dunno what I'm trying to do with myself here. It's a new year, and things are catching up faster than I can react. Maybe if I wasn't internet-crazy? But then I wouldn't be me. Maybe if I didn't procrastinate? Then I still wouldn't be me. So. In order to be myself, I sacrifice the things that are more important? Or less important, according to me.
SS501. A new band. Not as cool as DBSK, not nearly as cool. Hyun Jung is not as good as Jae. And Jae is the ultimate true love of my life. Too many ugly, bloated things. Although he makes UKnow look really hot. But really, I never cared much for UKnow in the first place.
I ran out of Akame and was devastated, until I discovered the Chinese forums. Couldn't register for a while, but stumbled upon the free subforum. *grins* Except that it's simplified, and lord knows what kind of troubles that brings on.
Um. New computer. I love it, but I fear that I have been abusing it quite a bit since I got it. >.>
Sarang hae yo, Kim Jae Joong. |
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| JaeMin!!!!!!!! |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|07:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- SO EXCITED | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Xiang Xiang - Lao Shu Ai Da Mi | ] |
I swear, I am about to DIE from sheer happiness. I found out, today, that there is a JaeMin community, dedicated SOLELY to JAEJOONG x CHANGMIN = RABURABU. *swoons*
Of all the things to come across, this is definitely by far one of the best. EVER. I swear, I am about to keel over in pure, unadulterated gloriousness. |
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| Joongie Joongie Joongie |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|07:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | <-- high on Joongie | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DBSK - The Magic Castle | ] |
Kim Jae Joong is so fucking beautiful that it's not even funny. He's probably the most gorgeous person I've ever seen in my entire life. And that's a lot of beautiful people to be prettier than.
Damn, he is hot.
In other news, I watched a lot of DBSK videos today, and I have come up with these conclusions.
1) Micky really, really, really looks like Wesley/Texas/whatever they're calling him now. REALLY.
2) ChangMin looks like Dao Ming Shi. From HYD. (The Chinese version.) And in the Magic Castle PV, his mouth looks like Shin's. *revelation*
3) Joongie is so hot. But he was hotter in the earlier videos, when he was skinnier. Definitely a difference between then and now. His skin is so fine...>.>
4) YunHo is the ugliest thing ever. Micky is uglier, but YunHo's eyebrows are pretty much the bane of my existence. *laughs*
***
So, we were eating dinner, and then Na Ge Nu De called...My mom put the phone face down on this pile of stuff, and then she goes, "It's for you, it's ___." And then I'm like (really loudly) "ZHE ME YOU SHI TA!" As in like, "How come it's her again?!?!?!" in an obnoxious voice. God, it was hilarious. Except she probably heard and is now very offended and sobbing. But whatever, right? Lol.
My mother bought this thing called the "Knifty Knitter." It's kind of retarded, because if you think about it, knitting the proper way is probably faster than knitting with this little device...Although admittedly, it is quite fun.
As are conversations with a lesbian. |
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| A Finals Post |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | <-- totally not ready | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jay Chou - November's Chopin - Wind | ] |
Joongie is a cutie-pie. He's even cuter than Hyde. Jenny is a dork who
can't write original fanfics, but must always start with the same kind
of sentences. Toma is ugly and Yama/Kame is better than Yama/Toma. Or
Tomapi, or whatever. Kamepi? Akame!! Tee-hee.
Gmail isn't working and I am very angry about that. I think we got
fired from the Guidon staff. >.> WHY? Actually, I don't care. In fact,
I'm kind of happy about it. -.- I didn't like that stupid lady anyway!
Freshman M wasn't at lunch today, and I couldn't give her any of my
wasabi peanuts. ;_; I saw UkeBoy! He was especially cute. I found out
that he has Yearbook after lunch. What a sweetheart. I was supposed to
take a vocab quiz during lunch today, but I went there and she said I
didn't have to. :DDDDD She thought I was really busy or something, so
I just nodded and was like, Yes, I have a world of stuff to do. So
then she just put in a full score and I went off to lunch. I wanted to
buy a soda but the machine(s) totally wouldn't accept Jenny's messed
up dollar. So I'm thirsty now. And I have a bad cough, but I ate a lot
of chocolate. Which probably will just make it worse.
This has definitely been the week of chocolate. I took Crispy's dark
chocolates, because she doesn't like it anyway (the whore) and it was
good. Except I had to give some to Da Xiong, because he's going to
Canada and I felt bad for taking it all. >.> Then he gave me a box of
King Size Butterfingers to sell. And Crispy sold two of them so far.
She is my candy-selling minion. *huggles*
Anyway. This weekend, Jenny, Crispy, and I went to the mall. We were
going to watch Brokeback Mountain, except they aren't showing it at
the Chandler Harkins until next week (by which time I will be in
Texas). I was very, very pissed off. Crispy and I nearly screamed. It
was awful. The bigotry of the world never ceases to astound me. So, we
saw The Family Stone, which totally sucked and definitely was not
worth $6.50. Although I didn't pay for mine, because my mother gave me
this expired Harkin's ticket thing. :D It was freakishly awesome.
Then, afterwards, Crispy had to leave (the whore) and she took all the
chocolates (which I had gotten from my violin teacher as a Christmas
present) with her. So we (the leftover ones) were really sad. And then
we went shopping for an hour and a half, and we bought more chocolate
for Crispy, plus a hair thing and this book thing for The Man. Nya.
We went back to Jenny's house (where I was staying because my parents
went to California to leech furniture off these people who're moving
back to Taiwan) and then studied some history. Except it was really
cold, and Jenny didn't have enough blankets for me! And she has no
towels in her bathroom (the whore). Yeah, so we did these quizzes, and
we kept failing, because it was information from the colonial times,
and who cares about Peter Stuyevsant, anyway??
Augh. FINALS TOMORROW. *dies* |
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| A Mild Case of Insomnia |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- me lacking sleep | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Toad the Wet Sprocket - Fear - All I Want | ] |
This entire week, I have not been able to sleep at all. *frowns* No matter how much or how little homework I have, I can't go to sleep early. ;_; Tired desu.
I don't want to do anything. *sighs* |
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| Idiot. |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|10:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | <-- for lack of better things | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Utada Hikaru - Can You Keep A Secret | ] |
I watched UKE0071 and Freshman M play a Ukrainian/Russian card game in the "conference room" of the PPA office after school today. It was great fun, but no one knew how to play except UKE0071. Several of us were convinced that he was just making the rules up spontaneously...but because he's so cute, I forgive him. <3
I don't want to go to sleep. But it's very, very late. *sigh* What do I do? I have seem to run clear out of fanfics to read...and I don't want to draw a picture, or write anything productive. I did some of the APUSH project, and I know that if I read more APUSH, it'll put me straight to sleep. Perhaps I should think about doing math homework (instead of wasting my life spewing information into the black hole that is cyberspace).
Tomorrow is...Thursday. I have to go see that Voices lady, because I didn't go on Tuesday (APUSH quiz day), and we have to start the magazine before Winter Break.
We're going to Texas and New Mexico, I think. For Christmas. It's bound to be exciting...
My mother says that maybe, during the summer, we'll go back to Taiwan. I'm kind of trepidatious about it. Part of me wants to go, and part of me is worried...But, whatever. |
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| Chinese Proverbs According to Jenny |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|05:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- genius at work | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Klaus Badelt - Pirates of the Caribbean Soundtrack | ] |
I was in Chemistry, diligently doing my Tuesday/Friday last-minute-APUSH-cramming, when suddenly, Jenny spurts this at me:
"我是害馬之群﹐應該退學﹗" (害群之馬)
In reply, I said something to the effect of:
"你給我閉嘴啦﹐要不然我就把你五尸分馬﹗" (五馬分尸)
In other news, UKE0071 was particularly cute today. And NB dyed his hair black. :O! |
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| Bad hair day?? |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|09:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | <-- huh? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jay Chou - November's Chopin - Coral Sea | ] |
I had Chinese School this afternoon. My teacher stumbles into the classroom five minutes late, and says:
"Today, I did not have time to do my hair, because I was in a big rush. So, I wore a wig."
WTF?! |
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| IDK |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|08:26 pm] |
Sometimes I get really pissed off when people are obsessed with the
same things as I am. Like, severely, want-to-shoot-your-head-off
pissed. It's strange.
~
在那一時間﹐我看見他的真心快樂。不知道為什麼﹐我無法忘掉他的笑容。也不知
道為什麼﹐看到他那樣的表情讓我好傷心﹐好傷心。其實﹐一想到他的事情就會讓
我發覺到自己的愚蠢。他根本就不是我能夠擁有的﹐可是我怎麼卻這麼的不甘心呢?
~ |
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| Gack! |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|06:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  <-- dum diddily dae | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jay Chou - November's Chopin - Nocturne | ] |
T. Uh, no.
A few days ago, Jenny and I were having a conversation about "na ge nu de" and "Kota Yabu/Micky." So, she was telling me how KY/M said in APUSH that everyone should slap "na ge nu de," and how she started crying. So then, I said, "Shi ying wei na ge nu de xi huan Kota Yabu/Micky, suo yi ting dao ta xing shang de nan ren shuo yao zhou ta de shi hou fei chang de shang xing." I think...I might be correct. Except that "na ge nu de" ta zui jing xi huan shang Muo Xi Ge ren. OMGeezes. Heaven forbid.
I want to go see Memoirs of a Geisha and Brokeback Mountain. The one about the gay cowboys. With Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger in it. Jenny, Desirae, and I are going, I think. (My MP3 player is being SO gay right now, you have no idea.)
Christmas is coming and I want to get a lot of things. For other people, I mean. I have this entire list of what I'm going to get everyone written out in my head. I think I'm hallucinating; I keep seeing things that I think I might want to do in the near future. Example: I dreamt that I made Chai Tea with milk in the blender. I did end up making it, although it really wasn't predictive or anything like that. I made the tea because I had thought about it. >.> I also dreamt about UKE0071. He is my OTU; ONE TRUE UKE. I love him a lot, mainly because he's so cute. I could squish him forever. But he probably wouldn't let me. -.-
I went shopping for my Secret Santa (Orchestra), and I saw the cutest lip glosses. I am a sucker for those kinds of things. Any make-up, lotion, or anything in a cute package, I will latch onto it immediately. I LOVE stuff like that, which is kind of crazy, if you really know me. It's not even like I actually use the stuff. I just adore the packaging. Which is kind of like my obsession with other people's hair. Bringing me to my next point, kind of.
NB. His hair is so fucking cute. It's soft, and curly in the back. Not severely sproingy-curly, but silky, wavy curls. It's so adorable from the back, it makes me want to stalk him. Hell, I fucking stalk him as it is. But then, when he turns around, I want to puke. Has the poor boy even HEARD of face wash?? His acne problem is so severe. I think his acne covers more of his face than the rest of his features. And his girlfriend. *gags* EW. That is a subject of disgust worth discussing by itself. I think it's amazingly retarded how the laws of nature go as far as girl/boy relationships. The cute or mildly acceptable guy always ends up with those really ugly, how-could-you-possibly-be-dating-this-piece-of-scum-off-the-bottom-of-my-shoe types. It's absurd. Absolutely absurd. His girlfriend is a horrendous piece of fat shit. It also probably explains why I am 100% slasher. EWHETRELATIONSHIPSGROSSGROSSPUKEPUKEDIESTABKICK. !!!.
Ex-blonde...*sighs* There's no hope for him. He and his anti-gayness are going to be the death of me. Well, the death of him first, because I'll kill him if he doesn't get together with NB.
I have somehow accumulated a large amount of library fines in the past week or so. I'm not going to pay them...I think I'll just let them sit. It doesn't effect the number of books I can check out in any way, so I'm really not too worried. If they come after me...then that's too bad. See ya'll in hell, fuckers.
Speaking of which, I bought a pair of boots. And a semi-trenchcoat. |
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| Ahahahahaha. |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|10:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | <-- yayayayayay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stephanie Sun - Leave - Zuo Zan | ] |
I have been watching this Korean drama called Full House. Actually, I've already seen it once before, but the lady that we're staying with in California (mother's bestest ever friend) is obsessed with it, so I started watching it again. I only have one and a half episodes to the end, and I desperately want to finish it. Even though I already know what happens. Lol. Rain/Bi/whatever they're calling him now is weird-looking. He's...dan yan pi. >.> I can't stand dan yan pi de ren. It's disgusting. But some of the angles are really cute. Especially the ones where he's pouting and half of his face is covered in shadows. The girl is kind of cute-ish, but she's so short. Her legs are so short. HAHAHA. I can't believe how short she looks compared to Rain/Bi/whatever.
Anyway. California is the best. The weather is awesome, the place is awesome, the shopping rocks my socks off, and the food is to die for. I bought Jay Chou's new CD, by the way. XD I am so unbelievably happy about it. The truth is, I already downloaded the CD when it came out...but buying it/owning it/having the actual thing in my posession is ten thousand times better. Plus it comes with a lot of cute pictures. Tee-hee.
Spencer is fighting me for the laptop. He is a whorish fag. |
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